God’s
Grace Is Enough
But
to keep me from being puffed up with pride because of the many wonderful things
I saw,
I
was given a painful physical ailment, which acts as Satan's messenger to beat
me and keep me from being proud. Three times I prayed to the Lord about this
and asked him to take it away. But his
answer was: "My grace is all you need, for my power is greatest when you
are weak."
Prayer:
When
we turn to read the News paper or TV news programs, it’s clear that there is a
lot of suffering and tragedy in our world. We shake our heads in disbelieve as
we watch the news wondering why these things have to happen and when is it
going to end. We see pictures of some places around the world experiencing war
and unrest, homes being destroyed, shooting, and violence.
We
see children suffering and dying. It is beyond our ability to comprehend it all.
We see pictures of crumpled car wrecks and hear of young people whose lives
have been cut short through car accidents. The newsreader tells us in a very
matter of fact way about children who have been scarred for life because of
abuse.
When
we look on a personal level, and see people whom we love
suffering and there is no real explanation why; our own friends who’ve lost
children to accidents, or illness, before they've even had a chance to fully
experience childhood, let alone adulthood; when we see people within our family
who’ve lost jobs, income, and along with it any sort of a sense of security,
for no good reason, but just apparently by random chance. And our own personal
weaknesses and infirmities; it just doesn’t seem fair!
This
kind of suffering brings with it agony, anguish, heartache, and
questioning, as we try to work out just what's going on. We wonder,
"How in the world am I going to get through this
one?" We hear of the times when people experience some kind of miraculous
reprieve from their suffering or tragedy.
I
have heard stories of doctors who thought certain patients might not even live, and if they did, that
they would be like vegetables all their lives. People prayed and those for whom
they were praying miraculously were healed or out of the blue it seemed they
got what they asked God for. So you see that miracles do happen. But the
opposite is true, some have prayed for specific request from God and it seemed
God was asleep.
This
brings us to St Paul’s experience of suffering in his life in our second
lesson. He referred to it as his "thorn
in the flesh". We don’t know what kind of suffering he is talking
about but we do know that it really bothered Paul and it was a recurring
problem. There was nothing good about this "thorn in the flesh".
And what made matters even worse is that he
cried out to God in prayer, not once or twice but three times. He was
persistent and sincere in his praying. He asked God to take his suffering away
but did not receive an answer - at
least, not the answer he wanted and needed. Paul knew what it was like to wonder
just what in the world was God up to!
Have
you ever wondered about that? I imagine most of us have at some time or other.
Paul knew what it was like to wonder whether God really
did answer prayers; if God really cared or not.
Have you ever wondered about such things? Have you ever wondered that even when we lift up our prayers to God in absolute, sincere faith, we sometimes don't get the things we ask for, and pain and suffering come anyway?
Have
you ever wondered why sometimes the prayers for healing and help are answered,
and sometimes they aren't? One couple prays desperately that their teenage
child, seriously injured in a car accident, will survive and recover fully, and
their prayer is answered with healing. Another couple, in the exact same
situation, offers up the same prayer, and the child does not recover. It really doesn’t add up. Why?
How
can we explain this? Some try and comfort us saying that this is the will of God.
It’s true that we don’t understand everything there is to know about God’s will
and never will in this life. We might diligently search the Scriptures and
conclude that God never wills any harm on his children but permits certain things to happen.
We
might conclude that pain and suffering are absolutely not a
part of God's will, but simply a painful consequence of the fallen world we
live in and the fallen people that we are. We might even conclude that there
are some things that do fall within God’s will, but in the moment of my pain, I simply don’t care. I want relief.
Knowing
and accepting God’s will is
important, but you see, it doesn’t take the pain away and it doesn’t answer the
question "why" – "Why has this happened to
me?" or "Why can’t God answer my prayer like he answers the prayer of
others." If I become disabled, it doesn’t help ease the pain at all to
know that it is God’s will that this happen, in fact it only intensifies the
questioning, "Why is this God’s will?"
Someone
may have reminded Paul of his own words that: "in all things God works for
good" (Romans 8:28). I
can accept that down the road when I look back on the events of my life, I will
be able to see how God has used the suffering and tragedies to bring me
blessing, but I am suffering right now.
I
am praying to God for his help right now
and I can’t make any sense out of his apparent silence or wrong answers. If
you're watching someone close to you suffer right now, you need an answer right
now to your burning question, "What are you doing, Lord? Why don’t
you do something?"
Likewise,
Paul wanted relief from his "thorn
in the flesh" right then, and so he prayed, and prayed, and
prayed. The answer Paul received from God is also our answer in times of suffering
and tragedy. "My grace is all you
need, for my power is greatest when you are weak." This means that
God freely extends his love toward us in every time and every situation.
It
means that he is always our loving God and he never stops caring for us even
though there are times when we think that he doesn’t care anymore and answers
our prayers in ways that are so opposite to what we actually prayed.
It
means that even though I don’t understand what is happening in my life and
things seem so out of control, the knowledge of his never-ending
love for me comforts me and helps me come to terms with what is happening. It
means that God’s power will kick in when I need it the most and give me the
strength I need to see this thing through.
God’s
grace enables us to say, " I believe it takes great faith to say Lord if
it be your will, God, let there be healing, and recovery, let your grace
provide a miracle - but if not, God, then let your grace provide comfort and
keep me going. I can see this through not by my own power, but by the strength
that God gives me."
Paul’s
afflictions and suffering got him down every now. His suffering created a
feeling of weakness, inadequacy, and an inability to cope. His own strength to
handle the "thorn in the flesh" was insufficient but the answer God
gives in response to his prayers reminds him not to rely on with his own inner
strength but on God.
He
summed up everything nicely when he said; "I am most happy, then, to be proud of my weaknesses, in order to feel
the protection of Christ's power over me"
(2 Cor 12:9). And
also in Philippians, "I have the
strength to face all conditions by the power that Christ gives me" ( 4:13).
God's grace is "all we need".
God's comforting grace, God's sustaining grace,
God’s strengthening grace, God’s empowering grace-- but that is all we need
when the chips are really down!
Country
Song writer and singer Clay Walker penned these words: Which illustrate the
thought I am sharing with you this morning.
· “How in this world, can we put a man on the moon, and still have a need for a place like St. Judes. And why is one man born, in a place where all they know is war. A guy like me, has always been free.
· And how can two people, who built a loving home. Try for years and never have a child of their own. And somewhere out there tonight. There is a baby no one is holding tight. In need of love. To me that don't add up.
But I wasn’t there you filled up the ocean
I didn't get to see you hang the stars in the sky
So I don’t mean to second guess you
Or criticize what I don't understand
These are just a few questions I have
· And why did my cousin. Have to die in that crash. A good kid only seventeen I still wonder 'bout that. It seems unfair to me. Some get the chance to chase their dreams. And some don't. What do I know. ……But I wasn’t there you filled up the ocean….”
In few moments we will part take in Holy Communion, tangible means by which God’s grace is made known to us. At times when God's will is beyond our human comprehension.
At times when it's beyond our ability to look into the future and try to determine what "good" might come out of our circumstances or painful experience, God's grace is there for us. It may not seem like much but it the perfect answer to our prayers. Amen
Rev. Samuel King-Kabu
July 6, 2003